I Was Locked Up With My Crush / Animated Love Story

I Was Locked Up With My Crush / Animated Love Story

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hello everyone my name is abby i want to share with you a story about my crush the story of how faith worked everything out so that we would be together i will tell you how it happened and then what came of it i'm 14 years old and i have a crush on a guy it happened a long time ago i just didn't think it was actual love it was simple for us we lived close to each other our parents have known each other for many years as well as neighbors they often visited each other celebrated the holidays and the fields family had a son named vance and we grew up together
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when we were kids he helped me build dollhouses we played together on the playgrounds where he protected me from other boys my parents always said that vance had an excellent upbringing and their role of him brought me closer to him i always thought playing together and holding hands was normal the parents joked that in 15 years they would become family this thought stuck in my hand and i grew up with it in my mind i was okay with that long-term goal frankly i did not even think of finding a
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boyfriend because there he was i always had vans he and i went through a lot together we were next to each other in victories and failures and i always felt our harmony i felt it was supposed to be like that that we were created for each other there was no other explanation as we grew up together everything around us seemed to change our friends environment habits tastes but our connection with him remained the same vance was my crush and i accepted this idea a long time ago
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i was still waiting for him to finally kiss me but until this happened i did not want to rush anything i felt like this had to be a very special occasion that everything would happen in time and we must not forget about our trust i was always glad to see him we spent a lot of time together vince loved to ride bikes and he even taught me i wrote it for him even though i did not like the terrible pain in my knees after cycling when we turned 14 i knew for sure that my first kiss should be with him and only him
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no other options were considered i knew vance like the back of my hand i could even predict what mood he would be in in the morning my mom began to ask more and more questions about him but i had nothing to say i just said that everything was fine and everything was essentially the same as before this kind of made me panic because almost 12 years have passed since we met and since then nothing has changed i mean we're close but not enough to date we're like relatives or something and only i was the one who had deep feelings for him
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at one point i was so desperate and decided that maybe i shouldn't have illusions but then my friend rachel it was she who said that the strongest marriages are those between two best friends she also added that sometimes men are too shy when it comes down to it and said to take the initiative into my own hands at first i did not like the idea but then i realized that it was not so bad rachel and i began to carefully develop a plan of action everything had to happen as by chance but in fact we would arrange
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everything on purpose so it was decided which was a day in a place rachel had a family house in the countryside and she suggested that the four of us go there her and her boyfriend and then me and vance at first when we proposed this idea to vance he was embarrassed said it was a weird group but then we said that it was just a formality i hoped that the romantic atmosphere would open up his feelings and he would finally date me or at least kiss me in the end he agreed so i put on the best dress in my wardrobe and rehearsed my love
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declaration speech i was looking forward to our kiss my first kiss everything was supposed to be very romantic as i anticipated we arrived at the house with rachel first before the boys cooked dinner opened the wine and then waited for them as soon as vince and tony arrived we sat down at the table and began to eat drink and chat overall everything went well we laughed and joked a lot the evening passed unnoticed playing board games and watching horror films i tried to snuggle up to vance but he kept running to the toilet or getting
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water all the time it seemed to me that he was just nervous of course he was also preparing for the first kiss when it was deep into the night we began to go to our rooms vance thought that the girls would be sleeping separately and then when he found out that we were separated into couples he became even more nervous it was so sweet i knew he would behave this way and asked rachel to help she had unscrewed the light bulb in the bedroom beforehand and then we asked vance to screw it in while he was doing this rachel locked us in a room from the outside and we were left completely
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alone smiling i walked slowly up to vance i looked him straight into the eyes but he kept turning away it amused me even more he moved further and further and then i came closer and closer and when there was no more room left he made such a disgusted face like i fed him worms i came closer and waited for a reaction but vance just stuck to the wall and stood there like an idiot what's the matter with you i shouted in his face to which vance replied what's the matter with me
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what's wrong with you i feel like i'm trapped and it's also very apparent that you're hitting on me but this is so wrong he shouted back at that moment i abruptly pulled away from him and did not know what to do next [Music] i asked him why it was wrong because we were created for each other because we had loved each other ever since childhood and is it not right and logical to be together not only as friends we're so close and know everything about each other however vance believed that this was all
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just childhood memories and feelings then i finally realized that i had actually been in a friend zone for a while and i did not even have time to understand when it happened i felt very sad and hurt at that moment how could i live for so many years creating unreal expectations how could i not see what was on the surface vance loved me only as a friend and that cannot be changed i felt bad and ashamed of myself i looked at him and then turned away so that he would not see my tears vance said that he was sorry but i did
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not want to hear him anymore i knocked on the door for rachel to open it she was very confused at the sight of my teary face and i could not explain anything i just ran out to the bathroom and locked myself in there vance felt that i needed to be alone of course he knows me so damn well the rest of the night i sat with rachel she comforted me and listened to me and i just spoke it all out we fell asleep in the morning and now i had to somehow look him in the eyes and his parents as well i gathered my courage returned home and
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tried to pretend that nothing had happened vance looked at me with the same kind eyes i now decided that i had to change i just could not live as before over time my mom started asking me questions and i did not hide anything i told everything as it is she perfectly understood my feelings and allowed me to go on vacation to another city to unwind so i went it helped me distract myself it was as if i took a breath of fresh air i will not go into details of my vacation i can only say that the pain did not go away
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but was muted on my arrival i'm advanced at my house he came to talk to me when he learned that i was back honestly i missed him a lot he was with me almost all my life and then suddenly we abruptly stopped talking it was so weird i wanted to run up to him and hug him chat as we did before but now it felt like a luxury i waved my hand at him and closed the door it was difficult but i tried two months have passed since then do you think we should still talk as friends but how can i do this if i still have
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feelings for him and generally what would you do if you were in my place if you liked this story then give it a thumbs up and leave us some comments down below don't forget to subscribe the first time i fell in love was when i was 13. his name was ilya and maia affection between us sparked immediately when we first met as if it looked go for button it was magical the subtle similarities of our names showed that this was nothing else buffet especially since we were in the same class we both had dark hair loved the same kind of pizza with chicken and mushrooms
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we always sat at the same desk went to each other's houses for special occasions and told each other everything we were so close that i felt like we had known each other for our whole lives because i really didn't know everything about him i was his closest confidant and he was mine one day when we were walking home he asked me if i would date him i was so happy to hear that and said yes of course but one problem was that i had to go out of town to my grandma's for the entire summer he promised that he would wait for me and we will both return to school everything will get back to normal
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or will even be better that day we had our first kiss awkward but so exciting i would remember it forever i came home all happy and ecstatic this was the best start to the summer in not even three months eli and i will be together sitting at the same desk but this time holding hands this would be so romantic at the grandmas ely and i called and texted each other all the time he would send me pictures of himself and i would do the same i miss this person like crazy i wanted to be back in my hometown as soon as possible after a couple of months i noticed that
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he was texting or replying to my messages less and rarely even called me i didn't want to wind myself up about it so i decided to wait till i get back and when the day finally came and i got back home ilya didn't even call me i decided to surprise him and went to his house that same evening he got frightened by my surprise i threw myself onto him with hugs and kisses but he quickly distanced himself and said that we were rushing things maybe we should give each other more time it's just that i feel like this would be better for us since we have so
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much time ahead there's nowhere to rush he said these words caught like blaze through me i feel like a fool who had been longing and waiting for him for three months i was really offended i simply said that i needed time to think and left that evening i shot myself up in my room and nearly choking from tears started cursed that time spent the grandmas my mother heard my cries she came into my room and i opened up to her listen if you really like him then maybe you should wait a bit longer you waited for 3 months and i don't
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think that it would take him another three this time round just be by his side she advised i wiped away my tears and agreed with her after all i had actually waited more than three months i've been in love with him for three years the next day i came to school sat next to him kiss him on the chick as if nothing happened and told him i was happy to see his face ilia was delighted he told me i was the closest person to him and he didn't want to lose me i was glad to hear this as well but you know what the more time i waited the more our relationship started resembling what it was before
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after a couple of months i noticed that he started to avoid me we haven't spent time together for a while haven't eaten our pizza i haven't had those hard hard chats and then elia decided to sit at another desk and didn't even explain this and what do you think happened next his birthday was coming up i knew that he'd been wanting those cool earphones so i bought them wrapped them up and went over to his party i was a bit late because i'd been choosing an outfit carefully i decided that a knife tom has passed it's been more than three months and i wanted to clear up the confusion to remind him of our past
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in the end why wait longer i was terribly uncomfortable with the idea that he was gradually disappearing from my life i entered the house ilia greeted me with his stunning smile i know he was happy to see me i wanted to hug him so badly but he barely even touched me and then playfully punched me on my shoulder and said the person closest to me finally arrived i mean it was nice to hear that but at the same time this all sounded kind of ambiguous i kissed him on the chick and gifted my present we went straight to the dance floor right when the slow music started playing
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elio was a bit tipsy he delicately hugged me and to be honest i nearly lost my breath i wanted for him to hold me like that forever and then i decided to tell him what needed to be said for a long time yeah it's been a while since you asked i mean maybe you could try again well you get what i mean you know that i love you right i said exhaling i looked him in the eye and saw that this was all extremely awkward yes his eyes told me that my feelings weren't mutual out of confusion i began to beg him for some sort of recognition of my feelings but he just said that he
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loved me the most but as a friend oh god was this a blow for five years now i'd lived in the friend zone dreamed about this person was always there for him wanted to marry him and when all this was so close to becoming a reality i left i looked him in the eye and felt like the ground was about to crumble out from under me my heart pounding in my temples i felt like i was being crushed into pieces a sharp pain burned through my chest what is it tears are you crying he asked yes damn it i am crying praying because i have nothing else left
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because for the last five years i've been waiting for you to look at me like you look at other girls what happened last year then you were the one who kissed me i screamed at him he stood motionless like a statue the music in the room was quiet we ended up at the center of attention and awkward silence fell i didn't even wipe my tears i just pushed him and ran away i have never felt worse than in those upcoming days i not only lost my chance at love but i also lost my best friend the next day i came to school devastated with no desire to talk to him ilya tried to come up to me to talk but i felt so
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horrible so i didn't even let him hear me then summer break started and i went away to my grandmas again there i decided to start a new life the change of scenery helped me to distract myself and recover i even got a boyfriend and my first romantic relationship it was short-lived but still enjoyable ahead was the last school year with ilya i managed to work out my feelings cool down and keep my emotions under control on the first day of school i saw him oh how handsome he was he became even taller
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he became even more attractive muscled up changed his hairstyle and seemed to even be taller i took a deep breath said hi to him and walked on then he ran up to me and offered to eat chicken and mushroom pizza after school i refused but he insisted said it was important suddenly the thought that he would ask me to date him again flash through my mind but i can't bear the pain for the second time i looked into his eyes and i could not resist him so i agreed that evening we met for pizza eli took my hand and i got cheers down
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my whole body i felt tears coming in i know how you feel about me and i really want to explain the situation aya i wanted to know that i do love you so much but only as a friend he began i rolled my eyes and asked him not to repeat those words ever again no wait you are the most important person to me and you should know that i'm gay he blurted it out what gay i screamed surprised by the statement so it turns out that i was friends with him all these years and didn't even know about his preferences why they even fell in love with him in the first place and why did he hide this
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eli explained that in the period before he kissed me he felt a weird longing for other boys but tried to fight it because of his strict father he decided to try dating a closest goal he could find who was me but nothing worked out i realized i couldn't fight myself and then i was finally convinced of this when i sat down at the same desk next to sasha well now you know who my love is he said long story short i was struck for a long time after this i felt sad and silly at the same time i wasted five years of my life waiting for a relationship that couldn't even happen friend zone can last a while guys so my
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advice to someone in a similar position it's best to clarify the situation as soon as possible if you like this please thumbs up the video and leave a comment

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