Impediments to Learning True Torah

Impediments to Learning True Torah

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Shalom I'm Doren Ellen beldo Tom in spots in Israel I haven't made a video in a while I was debating whether to make this video all in Hebrew or in English with Hebrew explanations that I'll translate into English clearly I made the second decision my target audience for this video or Jews and
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Diaspora who know Hebrew who can read Hebrew can understood understand what's being said but they might feel more comfortable speaking English I think that others can benefit from listening to this video too but that is my target audience the topic of this video is
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mistakes that people commonly make an interpretation of Torah that impede our our deep understanding of what is going on and I have some crib notes here I've made a list of some of them some of the basic ones and I hope that this helps to be able to approach Torah correctly and
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for its intended purposes which is the translation of that which is written in Thai should be tough in the written Torah into reality and that is done via via via and la chapelle pay which is supposed to be washing the fula we are supposed to be able to bring a
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to all active Torah in actuality from the text if we're learning correctly we learn to do that so the first thing that we've must be aware of when we begin to learn is say for blue shades which is poorly translated as the book of Genesis is that our very reading that book is my
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saber sheet is the act of beret sheets we are not learning about mas a boy shades when we learn say fair boys shades another in the book of boys sheets we are actually actively involved in it it is happening now so we're not learning about others we are involved in the act of creation itself
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whatever the most central errors I can't stress how important it is to understand this correctly is the expression nos a a dumb has been understood as deriving from the the infinitive verb la assault which is to make so it has been
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translated as let us make man the verb there is not LaHaye assault it is not in Binion cow the verb there is LaHaye assault it has been Yun leaf owl and so what is actually written there is not let us make man which leads to all kinds of bizarre questions like who was God talking to and the rabbis were not able to answer that question satisfactorily
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because they thought that the verb was last sought which means to do or to make when it is actually LaHaye assault which means to be made or to become now say Adam is an expression that has a verb which is lay assault to become to be made and it has an object which is a dumb which is humanity but it has no
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subject why does it have no subject it has no subject because you are talking about God on a level so high that it is beyond all designations beyond all names so what now say Adam means the absolutely ineffable which cannot be referenced at all has become man more correctly becomes man
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that is what nos they had done means and once we understand that first of all we understand the nature of our being entirely differently and second of all we get out of that common drum of who's God talking to another one of the errors that people make commonly when reading safe aberrations is thinking that jávea
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a dumb cava via na frosh she's horribly translated as as the serpent are four separate personality is talking to one another are you sure that your monotheists first of all is as is commonly known the word Nakash equaling
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358 as it does is also equal to mushiya hana ash these serpent completely incorrectly translated is the Messiah ha mashiac witch and soon we will see what HaMashiach is but what is important for us to understand is these are not four different personalities that are having a chitchat this is how via itself
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speaking with itself and we have to understand that because if you don't understand that you not only won't you understand what's being said in the book you have no concept of who you are and have no business teaching dora the name javea which equals 26 that would also make it equal to 1025 because as I've said in many videos Bezier attached in the letter Aleph is
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equal to both 1 and 1000 so 26 and 1025 are the same one of the values for 1025 which is the same as 26 which is the same of s avaya is a dumb yet hava a done with if that is hashem name the the Tetragrammaton is a Dom at cava higher
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than that level God has no designations at all so the name javea is not in Soph in and of itself that has no name and that is why not say Adam has no subject this is at the level where God has already become man that's the name javea getting back to the value of 358 which
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is mushiya and which is not a sh we are again talking about Hawaii talking to itself now in the form of mushiya the value 358 equals 1357 which is M olamim the mother of worlds which is also M call olam the mother of all worlds hava and the Nash are one and
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the same hava Bahama Shia are one and the same now at this point we should understand the kaaba's name equaling 19 as it does is also the word gave a I've spoken about this and videos before which means my body its GUI which means a people and it's also ho GAE ho GAE is meditative learning now Hana Fache which
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equals 363 also equals 1200 excuse me 1362 which is pay woosh Nahal which means correct interpretation so now we have hava who is Haga which means the meditative learning speaking to herself as her mushiya which is Perosh nakorn which is the correct which is correct interpretation correct interpretation of
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learning the Torah is Hana hush it would then become because machetes em on a meme or em call olam the mother of whirls the mother of every world this becomes now in Ha olamim the mother of the worlds or the mother of all of the world so Kaabah and the nefesh are one and the same the word HaMashiach we can
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see that it's it's the name O'Shea and hi there is no sin and safer Bereshit hi and pet or both 18 whether you choose to read that word as either pets meaning sin or as high meaning living is going to be a critical decision for you because it's going to and determine your
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entire experience in reality I suggest you to choose wisely as Hashem says over how to behave and choose life Hashem has told you how to translate how to interpret that passage as hyeme life not sin another one of the mistakes that people make is thinking that there are
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ceremonial ritualistic actions taken in torah that are prescribed by torah nothing could be further from the truth act does not sin life does not simulate itself life does not symbolically represent itself Torah is the book of life everything that is written in Torah
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is instruction in how to create life x-metal oh and to live it in a holy way and it is written with a number of um veils on the instruction of how to create life because those who are not
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ready to do so or blocked out of that information by virtue of they themselves not interpreting Torah correctly so I'm just gonna give you a live a leg up and not tell you how it's done because that is something that each one of us must find for ourselves but I will tell you that the purpose of learning Torah is the creation the translation of that which is written in Torah - I should be
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stopped the written Torah by way of wah ha kodesh the Holy Spirit which is your own breath when you read Torah infusing those letters with the vowel sounds which enliven the matter and make it your actual flesh the act of doing that actually creates the entire creation
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the entire creation is our body so there are no sacrifices and Toya I'll tell you why the rabbi's and even before their Abba nickel period decided to give animal sacrifices instead of the Koba note because in in a world in which people were thoroughly sunk in idol
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worship that they were afraid of human sacrifices so they put animal sacrifices instead but none of that has anything to do with with what or is actually saying the word called by note which is horribly horribly translated as sacrifices is the word Karev first of all which we know this is to become
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closer and then what's left over is known valve have known valve Tov 456 is the same as 1455 which is adam kadmon so what Koba note is is adam kadmon Karev we have been taught that every person
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every Jew has to see themselves as if they emerged from mitzraim we thrive of course or are the birth pangs the deeper meaning of that is that every Jew and eventually every Gentile as well has to experience themselves as being Adam Kadmon we all have to get to the level
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of nos a a dump of experiencing ourselves as the ineffable taking on the form of Adam macadam on Adam Rishon another one of the mistakes that people make is the nature of Hermits vote which they translate poorly as the commandments first of all let's go back and let's let's go back to the garden we
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have eight had that told the ROM the Tree of Life and the tree of the knowledge of good and evil which is also a horrible translation and and it's how high in the Tree of Life do you see the word Itza there which means suggestion Torah does not give Commandments it gives why is suggestions
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it is adam kadmon speaking to us and advising us a Duncan moon is not our ancestor Adam Kadmon is who we are at our core what we think of as generations from Adam Kadmon or all of the thoughts that proceed from the original learning
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of Adam Kadmon learning Torah and all of the various and lived levels of interpretation and so forth and so on that appears to us to be time and generations unfolding but at what is actually happening is only that a dumb Cadman is sitting and learning Torah interpreting that turning it into living flesh and into the worlds that support that living flesh the whole hokhmah is
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to go back to experiencing ourselves as God becoming humanity learning Torah and then creating the world's out of it commits vote equals the value of 541 which is the same value as yes Rael that value is also 1540 which is I in yameen which is right I it is also me master D
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my own which means you have actualized both your imagination and your identity with God making it actual when a person learns Torah correctly and they interpret it correctly the only meets thought that they have to do listen to me very carefully is move their eyes the
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movement of the eyes of in a body whose heart is learning Torah is what creates the perfect creation and that is supposed to be under our conscious control I hope you understood what I just said the name of the letter and the member of the body ayan ayan you to none so feet equaling 780 is heceta which is you have
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made and it's also me master you have actualized another one of the mistakes that is common is the belief that Torah is spiritual rule of thumb if somebody talks about Torre's being spiritual run like hell spiritual is a cult nobody who knows
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real Torah speaks in terms of spirituality I'm going to talk about what spirit is in a moment but it's certainly not spirituality if somebody is not on the level of knowing how to actualize Torah into reality that person has no business teaching Torah which means most of the rabbi's straight up
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boys and girls the rabbi's or actors they have been taught to put on a good show and the reason why avodah Zarah the reason why idol worship is so compelling is because it makes us feel good we feel spiritual the rabbi's are selling us shots of dopamine shots of serotonin
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shots of adrenaline which we get addicted to nobody listened to me boys and girls nobody who knows real Torah needs a salary to teach Torah Hashem creates the conditions under which they can teach Torah pinna main cast F for free if somebody is a professional Torah talker they
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don't know because they have not yet learned how to create the conditions of their life such that they do not need to they're living by learning Torah a rabbi is necessarily a fake and I'm gonna tell all the rabbi's to their face this truth too bad Apple does ARA idol worship the stuff that that the nivea Shakya that the the the false prophets who used to tell people what they wanted to hear and the
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rabbis today who do the same thing they're peddling what people want to hear it's so addictive somebody made me understand this recently it's a very very important thing to understand they they induce euphoria so people like it it's like you know those rats where the heroin is in the water and they keep pushed from the button to get the drop of water with heroin in it that's exactly what the rabbi's are doing to
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you they keep pushing those feel-good buttons and you keep getting those shots of dopamine and you feel great when they talk that that's the spirituality of avodah Zarah and it is absolutely forbidden real Torah learning there are moments of ecstasy certainly but it is hard work that we have to do on ourselves there's a lot of physical pain
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involved in it if you do the real Brit if you do the real circumcision you're going to translate your every member of your body into living Torah that hurts like hell this is not a feel-good process and if you're experiencing euphoria when you're learning Torah you can be pretty sure you're not learning curve real Torah learning is ecstatically
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beautiful when you get it when you you you finally reach the a correct understanding but until you do you're gonna be busting rocks and anybody who tells you different if anybody tells you that the briefed is not an ongoing continuous process of your entire body that hurts like hell and that you have to get through every generation of yourself that is in your mind separating
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from you from Adam Kadmon and fix all of that layer after layer generation after generation if anybody tells you that all you have to do to see god is to listen to some kind of a rabbinical de it carrying gone they're lying to you to us should be time for the written Torah let's go back to Torah first of all the word Torah I've said before in other videos equals 611 one of the
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substitution values for that is at how are you are pregnant this is the stuff that the rabbi's didn't understand correctly because they tried to get pregnant and it got even more balled up in Christianity it also equals hots emot-- which means the bones we're talking now about the dry bones that youth has scales saw in his prophetic vision the dry bones of Torah is the
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written Torah itself when it's just on the page those dead dry bones have to be enlightened the word they have to be enlivened those that the I should be tabbed toward the written Torah equals 1335 which is equal to three hundred and thirty six which is Michelle 'add in your skeleton listen to the echoes of
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your skeleton because all of your generations are there and eventually you will find Adam Kadmon in your own skeleton and from that point you then have to enliven yourself and bring yourself to life and build your living flesh I'm going to explain a little bit about that now the real tow a ship shall pay which is supposed to be two washable
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fula the real oral torah which is supposed to be the torah in action is not the talmud not the bubbly and not the aeroshell me it is the vocalizations of that we have vocalize in order to be able to bring the consonants which are written in the written Torah to life so the vowels
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themselves the names of the vowels themselves is Wacha Kadesh whoa 214 that's the Jared whose name is equal to 214 which is the value of the term Dook Dook which is grammar which also speaks of being very exact the duck dick
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is to be very exact is the father of Konoe whose name is not punctuated in Torah the Torah is not punctuated it can also be read as he knew which means education so the father of education is Hebrew grammar is exactitude and that is
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also the value of a walk which is translated as spirit it was actually our own spirit when we are learning Torah it should be said that in Hebrew when we say the father of we use the word of V so if I were to say yarid the father of
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hano I'm going to say yarid avi he know now the word of V is equal to 13 which is a cod so if I say yarid avi Hinault yarid the father of Hinault I am saying Yared 1 Kanoa Jared Reneau or one this idea came through in Christianity all balled up
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thinking that it's only true of the issue in fact it is true of anyone anyone whose father therefore the father of them is one with them necessarily and if we're going to be talking about this anyway let's understand it correctly the letters elephant bait in the word of V together are three which is the letter
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gimel that's also equal to one thousand and two and one thousand and two is Bissau huh which means your flesh it is also beat um which means their daughter the you'd in the word of V the father of is equal to 10 which is also one thousand and nine which is equal to the expression
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m-move that mother and daughter so the word of V which is a hand which is also a hvar which is also love it can be seen to be Bissau ha and move out your foot your flesh is the mother in the daughter so we see the identity in all of this of the mother the father the daughter and the son are all identical this is you know a little bit of information is very dangerous a little bit of this got
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through in in mashed-up translation and additions in christianity but not with the whole teaching and there's no such thing as torah uh in translation correctly i mean unless somebody can break down not only what's written there on the surface but also the numerical values and numerical values of the punctuation marks together with the punctuation watch and so forth and so on you're not going to get the whole
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picture and that's what happened with Christianity so it's true of everybody that they are actually their own mother and father and sister and brother and this is what monotheism is that it's all one there is one God which is not one in the numerical sense it's a it's a unification beyond that and there was one humanity there is one atom and even
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as I speak here I know that I'm speaking to my own members the part of me that is aware of this is speaking to the part of my parts of my body that are not yet aware of this in the form of you all we've said that Torah should be cut off the written Torah is Micheline which is in a skeleton it's washable pay is equal to one thousand and ninety eight which
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is ninety nine which is goofy my body my body so the written Torah is within my skeleton I have to bring that skeleton to life the Oral Torah is what is going to create in my body I have already said that kaaba's name is gay v my body I gave it there two words in Hebrew for my body when is gay V which is equal to 19
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and the other is goofy which is equal to 99 and that is washable pay we don't learn Torah just for gaining information it is true edification in the sense of our building hours selves we are actually building our own bodies out of what we learn and by
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extension the world as as as our conception of our body expands we understand that it is all of all of creation another one of the let me go back there's one thing I see that I missed here and my my crib notes we have learned that all of Torah is the name is the are the names of God this is
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absolutely true one of the things that is lesser understood is that the word of Chaumont which is of course one of the names of the books in in Torah is equal to seven hundred and forty six which is also the value of the word Rick molt which means tissues so the names of God are what we build our body is out of the
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tissues of our bodies yes the word for sinew is deed which is equal to seventeen which is the same thing as 1016 which is coal see Filatova all of the books of torah become our sin use the word Bissau which means flesh also means to relate to to to to tell somebody something liver sale we've seen
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that Torah is hot the malt is the bones the bones that comes from Ben or bun-bun to understand been being son bone a is to build this is the building of ourselves the living flesh of ourselves from Torah which is actually the building of the beta P - of the holy temple another one
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of the basic misunderstandings is related to what I've been speaking is the word he GUI he GUI or learning's it is also how going which are the nation's as we learn so the nation's will be our first indication that we are not learning Torah correctly is that we are
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surrounded by a malevolent going if the around us hate us don't wish us well don't love us don't have good qualities we may be absolutely certain that we have not learned Torah correctly it is the Jews learning Torah which sets the mechanisms into motion
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for the birth of the Gentile nations what we are inside is what they become outside and it is absolutely essential that when we learn Torah that we learn Torah with nothing but blessings within our prove that this is true the word bah halt which is blessings is 628 that is the same value as the word hyeme which
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means living which means life itself so life itself extends from our blessings the word had Torah which is 616 one of the the substitution values for that is Dewalt which is generations the correct way of learning Torah is to be sitting and considering all of the generations and
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to be totally involved in blessing all of the generations blessing them with all of good things on all of the different levels of our being anyone who learns Torah in a way in which they are not blessing that the creation and everything in it from the core of their being is not learning Torah correctly if you approach Torah with some kind of a
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justification for either your political bit bent or your ideological inclinations or or your your sense of superiority or whatever it may be you cannot possibly be understanding what's really written there correctly and don't be surprised if the people around you if the gentiles around you are malevolent if our intentions are malevolent when we
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learn torah the gentiles around us have a gooey hawaii around us are going to be malevolent this is a simple that they are the living embodiment of the jews intentions when we learn torah so if we want peace in the world it is absolutely essential that when we sit down and we learn torah but our intention continuously is that there should be nothing but peace for all of the
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gentiles and for everything in creation as they say the computer geeks say junk in junk out if we don't learn Torah correctly we're not going to bring happy healthy productive beautiful healthy blessed Gentiles into the world and this is something we should want the way a mother and a father want every good thing for their child this is this is a
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Jew has to approach Torah with the understanding that the Gentiles that are going to be born or your children and they're going to look like you they're going to be created in your image bless them with peace bless them with all good things lastly and not least importantly is the matter of the pronunciation of
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Hebrew Howard me stop the pronunciation necessarily changes over time and there may be a number of different pronunciations which are correct however the Ashkenazi pronunciation is so far off kilter that those sound waves are not going to to produce clear
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translations of Torah in the world there is a series of videos it's absolutely wonderful actually if you have an interested in languages it and you should if you're learning Torah we are people from who speak English as well as another language come together and they say things to one another in their language and the other person has to try to guess what they're saying I'll try to find one of them and link to it in the
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description below and it's a lot of fun there's one there's one video with two Israeli young women one who speaks in the Ashkenazi Israeli accent and one who speaks in the safar D Israeli accent and someone who speaks Arabic and they say things and and one another have to try to guess what they're saying well about 90% of the time they guess within
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seconds because real real Hebrew and Arabic are so similar that once you get used to the sound you can translate it quite easily so one who speaks Hebrew in a correct accent should be able to understand and be understood by someone who speaks another Semitic language
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especially Arabic which is very very close I think there's a video with that with Aramaic - very very it's wonderful thing to watch let me tell you something you rabbis from America and Europe I don't know what you're talking about I cannot understand you your accent is so far off but I but can you understand the Ashkenazi's when they talk hardly heed the man says and madmen I asked my
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husband because he's truly a Hebrew language expert he can hardly understand you which means that your pronunciations are creating things that are really really far afield of what is intended in toy you have to bring your accent into some kind of line with real Torah pronunciation if people who speak Hebrew
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as a native language cannot understand you if Arabs think you're speaking Yiddish when you think you're speaking Hebrew then your accent is too far afield and you've got to bring that back in line with a more authentic accent at the very least the the Israeli especially Aussie accent but there's certainly that they did the Yemenite accent would be even more desirable but
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at least you know get up to speed with Israeli Ashkenazi him because you're talking I honestly truly I don't know what you're talking about you could be taught you couldn't and and it's not even if people think it's Yiddish because I know that it's not Jewish because if it was you - I would understand at least part of what you're saying you just just just talking blah blah and those sound waves are creating all of the blahblah around you that's another way of saying Babylon Tora is not a book of ceremonial actions
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to fill in is not the correct interpretation of viola total thought been Anika Chatham Leo Thalia they're having a little too for picnic huh you're supposed to take that literally that's supposed to be all the time not wrapping yourself up with the dead to cow that's not that's not the Mitzvah there's nothing ceremonial and Torah certainly not anything dead painted
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black boxes here boxes it was not as great stuff let's start doing he misspoke correctly in closing I would like to quote a naveen mija beep Erica valve I soaked read this for and safer by the way is it's as important to know to the words safe air is 340 which is equal to the expression
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Sarah Mickey a which means feed that enlivens and we've said the Torah is at Hara Vera is also equal to Cobra ha every blessing so safe air which is also called free it's called Braja mitya Patara every blessing enlivens you are pregnant if you understand Torah
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correctly it's not just learning it is biological true Torah learning is biological it's becoming pregnant with Hashem is will and then that is constantly borne out of us so a hundred says he did first of all let's go back to gate we said the gate which is equal to 17 which is equal to has a this is a
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identical hahoo that it is also Tove which we'll see in this sentence it's also called Safeway that's what again the speaking of Torah becomes your actual deed becomes your actual sin you if you're learning correctly he gave maja Adamo Tov maha bua - maja he even assaulted me spot
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they have a presence that snail effort in Aloka you have been told a dumb and by the way let's look at the word the name Adam always look at the first and the last letters of a word to see what's there if you do you will notice immediately that a dumb contains the first letter in the last letter of the word M which is mother which is
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pronounced in English as am that is your very being the additional letter dotted in a damn is for which is also 1003 which is also 2002 which is also 3001 so it is a monkey meme it is called bait you saw L it is gears fats a fair oka Rasta Saif Al Gore hasta Zira mithya so
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you should see immediately an M the mother in a dumb can he get la ha a damn motto if there's the Tov again there's the guid again which is kasi free Ottawa uma Hashem - Minka ke Mossad fish but the avec acid bath snail laugh at him Aloka ha you have been told a down what is good and what Hashem requires from you only
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to do mishpat is justice justice not in a negative sense but to act justly gava present to love loving kindness to love how do you pronounce that how do you trace a crescent I believe I said kindness loving kindness here that snail let it and to walk humbly with your God even in the in the prophets generations
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which is not another time it's another development of man but it seems to be in the past hava by the way is also Zahra have I is era which is the the seed of about they already understood they were already people that were thinking that that Torah was asking them to give up side to give sacrifices and to do all kinds of ceremonial things and then avi
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comes and says no Hashem doesn't want all kind of weird ceremonial behaviors from you all that you have to do is to act justly to love kindness and to walk humbly with your God that's all that's required of you again and again and again the never even we're saying that God does not require any kind of sacrifices there are people here that are making a terrible mistake and they
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think that they're building the third temple they have absolutely no idea what they're doing truly they don't but the although they're not doing real Torah they're there the god forbid might be guilty of a real bloodshed of real animals and and and that that that's terrible because they're not understanding Torah correctly there are no no sacrifices in Torah the only sacrifices that involve blood and in Torah are the sacrifices that we have
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to make and giving up our mistaken understandings and arriving at understandings that are closer to the intentional will which is a dumb kind of mom by the way ha a damn Harish own which means the first man it's more than that but let's go with that for the time being is equal to 1822 which is the same thing as 823 which is
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OTO two letters when that is what the letters of the Torah is is how a dumb hairy Shawn when we learn Torah correctly we are bringing a dumb has shown we are bringing original man to life for real and for true this is real talking after my team this is really the resurrection this is why I should be table the written Torah is Bocelli as I
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said we have to resurrect ourselves from the first generation which is the first original understanding of dora and everything that came out of that until we arrive at ourselves when a person does that they integrate all of the torah knowledge perfected and corrected from all of the history Lou Yoda how do you say that all of that the UM the unfoldings they do that which which
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issues forth from the original understanding and then it becomes integrated and a person experiences themselves as being one with all of their ancestors and when they they're constantly in prayer for all of the generations to come yeah come on is equal to 850 now the men in the race would it's also the name Miriam this is
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also one of the mistakes of the Christians and I'll try to correct it mmmm rash which is 240 is also equal to one thousand two hundred and thirty nine which is had to water by eehm that's the Memon narration the name Miriam and then the urine de minimis hi Adam so Cadman is actually the generations that will come or man had um that's what Codman actually means this
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is why when we advance in Hebrew we say anak no meat cadmium we're advancing but Edmund seems to be going backward to be condemned is in the past as though right in other words advancing in the correct direction of Torah is actually going back to Adam Kadmon and this integrates all of the generations all of the generations of the interpretations of Torah which
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eventually generated us integrated in us and perfected and then our blessings for the generations to come may it be God's will and may it be your will that the Jews should come back in true teshuva and have the courage to be able to say all of us have misunderstood Torah nobody nobody attains a true
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understanding of Torah without getting down to the bone they have to break themselves down to the very core of their being and it's generation upon generations of misunderstandings this is why I'm trying telling you it's like breaking rock but eventually we make it eventually we do and then we begin to to learn Torah correctly the word to chuva
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which is had shabbat is equal to their 713 that is also the value of call or to be safer boys sheets every letter in the book of operations this is eventually what we have to get back to this is what I was saying before we have to know that we are Adam Kadmon we are the out the the the outpouring
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the and the flowing out of the original understandings of Torah the dumb kademan is continuously learning Torah that's what a dumb Cardamone does is she Russian Allah that they did the high Academy is Adam Kadmon learning Torah look at the word a dumb come on you have actor moon the Academy and then dumb right which is blood which is also six hundred and and four which is 1603
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which is it's a hyeme that's what it is they're sitting in their learning it's a height this this is this a demand curve arc and continuously totally engrossed in learning Torah for the sake of the generations to come for their blessings for the gen nations to come eventually we become integrated in that and we realize that that is our core true being as well but we have to want that we have to get over the smugness of thinking we already know
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everything this maker that the rabbi's have is not true Samir Khan I will tell you what did it what Smith is the word Katdare is 620 it is equal to myth Irish OMA for wife is equal to Hashem MF wash it is equal to interpretation it is equal to MF wash that is the interpreted
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is the interpretation which is correct now the calf in Katdare is the adult it's the name of the ode the mem so feet and Katia is the name of the letter stomach stomach mem cops'll feet so Katdare which is myth wash the flesh is Somalia dough when Adam Kadmon so met at the addo I was shocked when when Adam Kadmon puts his hand on your
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head and says you have become capable of teaching Torah you will know it this is not the same as getting rabbinical Smita from somebody who they themselves don't have this experience Adam will let you know as soon as you've gotten there in the meantime please I'm not saying that what the rabbi's are teaching is completely wrong if it if it were completely wrong I couldn't have learned what I learned but I had to get through all of the
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distortions what the rabbi's are teaching is very much like buying a can of like orange flavored soda it may have like 5% real fruit juice in it and the rest of it is fluoridated water and an artificial sweeteners and refined sugars and artificial colors and preservatives and which may be more addictive than actually eating an orange nobody nobody gets to real Torah without
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first misinterpreting it but the real call bond that we have to make the real sacrifice that we have to make is the giving up of our former understandings and asking Hashem how to do it never ever ever come to me with okay how do I do this do not do that I will not answer you my job is to get you to the point where you want to learn real Torah at
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which point my job with you is done at that point you happen you go to Hashem and you say how do I learn real children I cannot take you there I please God can get you to a point where you realize that you're not learning real Torah now you're learning sort of like this artificially flavored something or other but it's not my job to teach you what you have to do only you can do that
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nobody mushiya never ever saves you they can only inspire you at that point you go to Hashem and you say okay I'm willing to give up what I thought I understood his Torah what's real Torah that's what I did to get what I learned and that's what you must do to get what you must must learn eventually we all get to a yeshiva Shamala the great Academy and we'll share one another's learning and it's a great big pot leche
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you know everybody brings what they learned in Torah and they share it and it's like so you have to do the work for you nobody can do it no machine has ever gonna come and do your work for you they cannot they will not you must do it because that is the gift that asha means for you and only for you the particular interpretation that you are you must perfect thank you for
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