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I had a crush on someone for more than 8 years. That’s me and my crush from 1st grade. I like you. I like you too. It was so easy to say since we didn’t know much back then. The name of that person is… Jeproks because that’s the first thing I saw on my laptop’s screen and for privacy reasons too. Fast forward to 3rd Grade. Understanding of crushes and feelings begin to emerge. This is when I realized that I had a crush on Jeproks. But I didn’t know if he had feelings for me I didn’t want to confess because my mom didn’t want me to have a relationship. She said it was distracting for my grades. On the other hand, my dad said it was alright to have a crush, but just as a source of inspiration to improve myself. And that’s how I dealt with Jeproks. I turn my crush into an inspiration. I sometimes reach the top 10 in my class, and sometimes Jeproks congratulates me. Hey K8 congrats! You’re really amazing! You, too! Congrats! Best in PE! Ah, that’s nothing. I’m not in the top 10 like you. Next time I’ll do better,
maybe I’ll surpass you in the Top 10. And of course, YA GURL GOT FLUSTERED HAHAHA There are moments when I think about confessing my feelings to him. Maybe there’s a possibility that we’ll end up together. But I was more eaten away by my shyness. In short, I overthink. My mind was full of what ifs: "What if he doesn’t like you?" "You and JEPROKS? Are you really serious K8?" "What if he’s not interested?" "You’re so ugly! To think that he’ll even like you back." "What if he likes someone else?" This 3rd grader’s thinking this through too much. [CRINGE COUNTER: 1] We didn’t become classmates anymore and I lost my chance to admit my feelings for him. But I promised myself, if we became classmates again, I’ll finally confess. Eventually, we grew different interests, we didn’t talk anymore, so from old friends, we reduced to being acquaintances. We were already having our own circle of friends and interests. A few years have passed, we’re still not classmates and we don't talk anymore.
I told myself in my head that: It’s gone. I don’t have feelings for him anymore. It’s finally over. But when the 1st year of High School began, Jeproks and I became classmates again. FU- Hey Kate, we’re classmates again AHA- YEA WOW OH MY we’re classmates again. [WHAT THE] Yea haha hah- haaa this is crazy! *INTENSE STARE* heh Well anyway, I heard you were good at drawing. Really?! Could you try drawing me? Oh uhm- SURE SURE of course. YEA OK ALRIGHT I’ll even make you a portrait. Jeproks is really good at basketball. Well, he’s so good that he became a varsity player. And because he’s a varsity player, a lot of girls are interested in him. He became the crush of the town, people from other schools have a crush on him, too. Even the gay teachers have a crush on him! *SCREAMS* You know, I didn’t have a fighting chance because I didn’t even try to catch his attention.
The most interaction I’ve had with him is whenever there’s a subject that’s hard, he tends to borrow notes from me. Hey K8! Could you lend me your notes? I missed the subjects because I had basketball practice. Or he’ll borrow school supplies K8! Uhm.. Ugh.. I don’t have a ballpen. Do you have an extra? Or he’ll get answers from my assignment. Let me copy your assignment K8! I’ll change some of the answers so that it doesn’t look like I really copied it. I think borrowing is all this moron knows. HMPH. You’re lucky I have a crush on you. *cringes* [CRINGE COUNTER:2] But I did promise to myself that if I become classmates with Jeproks again, then I’ll finally admit that I like him. And my overthinking came back. The what ifs, the doubts, and the insecurity. I’ve mentioned that to my close friend, who we’ll call, ugh… chicken. Uhm because.. I saw a commercial for fried chicken And as a close friend, he did the most typical thing that a friend would do when you say that you have a crush on someone. Tease you. YOU?! Have a crush on JEPROKS? HAHAHAHAHAHA
Ayiee you had a thing for jeproks, k8, huh~ Oooh~ NOICE NOICE NOICE NOICE LET'S GO! LET'S GO! Shh.. Keep quiet! So? Are you gonna confess to jeproks? Tch. I don’t want to admit! He might have weird ideas about me. It’s creepy enough how many years I’ve liked him. You know K8, so you can get over it So you won’t have a problem anymore. Tell him! Just say “I like you” Don’t think about- “Hnggghh What if he doesn’t like meEEee~?” NO. This isn’t about what he thinks. This is about how you feel. You literally just have to say those three magic words. (I) like you, dude. And you’re done! And that’s when I had the courage to admit my feelings to him. If I told Jeproks that I like him, maybe we’ll be together. But I thought more about how my life would be better [I'm done. I hate you chicken.] because I’ve let out all the bottled-up feelings I have for him. [Damn you, jeproks. Stupid-a** feelings.] And so... At first, I tried to tell him face to face. And immediately gave up because it was so embarrassing.
So I ended up admitting my feelings through chat. I typed. I hit send. And I prayed. Praying is all I had left. I LIKE YOU, DUDE (Ok so I sent the message, it’s done. I can finally calm my thoughts down.) AH OMG OMG OMG WHY DID I DO THAT. WHY DID I CONFESS AND HE SAW IT SHI- AAAAAAAAAAA CAN I JUST DELETE THE MESSAGE WHY- OMG OMG HELP LORD, EARTH JUST DEVOUR ME The moment that I- *help* [CRINGE COUNTER: 3] The moment I saw that. I knew that it was the end of me. He didn’t reply the whole night. The next day, Jeproks and I met, and we talked. K8! OH JEPROKS! HAHA- I have to refill my water bottle at the canteen, I need to go Okay ba-bye No, wait a minute! I didn’t reply last night because I wanted to say it to you in person. W-what what is it? I like you too. CUT! Ok great scene, damn. Amazing, even I was fooled! As if I was that pretty!
What really happened the next day was I didn’t interact with him anymore. I didn’t want to talk to him. And he also felt that the situation was awkward. 2 years had passed, Jeproks had a girlfriend. My feelings faded for him. And the process of moving on became easier. The playmate I had back in first grade that I deeply admired is now a stranger to me. Did you guys relate to the story? Comment down below your crush confession so that I won't feel embarrassed! *laughs* Since you've reached this segment of the video, like this video if you enjoyed it. Share, subscribe, hit the notification bell so you're updated when I upload a new video. Ok, that's where the story ends Go home guys, there's nothing more here- *laughs* (don't forget to subscribe to my channel) Ok that's it, bye! Shoutout to Jeproks! Wherever you are, if you watched this... OMG *laughs* OMG *laughs* [CRINGE COUNTER: 4] I hope you don't see it! HAHAHA
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